Numb
Lately it seems like nothing I do is good enough to make people happy. I know I should be concentrating on myself but how am I supposed to do that if it feels like everything is falling apart? I’m really trying to change myself for the better because I’m sick of the world I used to stuck in, always swearing and always mad at the world. It came to the point where I’m over it and this whole situation. Now it seems like my out is not an out anymore. I looked forward to it but it just isn’t the same anymore. I guess I gotta deal with it and take it out at the gym or something like I did tonight. I needed to relieve some stress and slam some weights or something since I can’t really punch someone’s face or anything for that matter. Blah… I don’t what else to say so I guess I’ll just pray on it and hopefully things will come to me.
Missing these 90s Nickelodeon Shows
Lately, it makes me wonder how things will be in the near future. Coming around often has brought me hope that one day it’ll happen. Spending time together has made things even better than ever and your company is awesome. I can’t help but think about it actually happening after all the stare downs and laughs we have. Although we hardly talk as much as we used to, being around you makes me happier than ever. Seeing you smile just brightens the mood. I can’t remember the last time I was ever mad around you. I know we’re just friends but talking to you makes my day. I’ll just continue to cherish what we have and hopefully something better will come along. 😊
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